I could not publish a post today. Today is 10/10/10. Here in Catania
raining for days now .. the sky is gray and cold .. is autumn. You begin to gather chestnuts to San Martino.
The streets are filled with hazy smoke for boiling and steaming roasted chestnuts. Smoke
my usual pall mal ... I heat with a sweatshirt on him and play De Gregori.
I think ultimately my life is surrounded by strange situations. More people around me than me. E 'often difficult to act in the best way, especially if you are in front, the situation is more or less difficult. I do not know .. all of us sooner or later in life moments becca difficult, but it is also true that most of the time we are feeding ourselves things.
I've known people in the past that fueled their sad state of mind with catastrophic thoughts or paranoid.
Everyone is free to live their lives as they want. But it seems to me absurd to take words and phrases to make him take the other without a base of truth.
Too often I hear people say ... "I feel alone." The feeling now is only
divantato a way of self-pity? an excuse to be in the spotlight and hear .. "oh poor! I'll help you .. I'm there with you'll get a not alone."
No. This is not fair in my opinion.
mock people who love you.
All those people who so easily say they feel alone, they must first understand what it really means to be alone.
A person surrounded by family, friends, people .. can not say they feel alone.
There are people dying of loneliness.
There are others who for the full ass too, say they are to attract people's attention.
I honestly do not know what sense to worry people love you, shooting shit.
People who lie and continue to lie, to invent stories, physical or mental illnesses. For example
time ago I was told it was not true that I suffered from panic attacks, it was just an excuse. But
I like ... I could never lie about such a thing? how could I ever lie to my girl, my parents, to the people you love and especially about myself ... something so delicate?
but it is also true that as I said before there are many people who invent stories hallucinating. So sometimes you fall easily into doubt whether certain things are true or false.
I do not know sometimes what goes through people's heads.
Why we arrive at certain decisions and stupid fools.
It 's a shame that the dirty people's life and that of others with all this immaturity.
Just as it is sad to see people brainwashed by people other people.
on Sunday guide the Week guys ... Scazzosi really.
Ma. And I say BUT ... negative on days cogliore must also bear good fruit. And then after all I have to say that small ray of sunshine I got them.
Funny ... like running in the flood trying to get as soon as possible to the machine ..
as it has happened to me yesterday Sara, Alfio and Manu ...
Tender ... like sleeping and waking up with Sara in my bed full of stuffed animals and blankets and have breakfast together writing them in paper towel under the coffee cup on his best wishes for our year and four months inesieme.
I wish all the people around me were all right ... because I'm good, I'm calm and happy .. and I wish it were, too.
I wish Sara, Manu, Mari, Alf, the My parents thought the most beautiful things in life. I wish
quarrels, misunderstandings and Scazzi be only a minimal outline of life and not the center of everything.
I would like to see you happy like me ... because I love you because I love you and because I have around. I
and Hector (he is best of all XD) I salute you and wish you a good night.
soon!
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