This afternoon I had my last session with my friend and teacher of life Paul.
With him I began a journey through two years ... I joined for the first time in his room full of junk that of copper, 8 February 2009, mainly to defeat this enemy called anxiety or panic attacks and ... Today March 14, 2011 ended a cycle of my life with his phrase "Now you're ready to make advantage of your experiences to help someone else."
he was not a psychologist. It is the classic cliché called "shrink".
Or at least, I was lucky to meet him. Before I had two experiences with two real shrink, while that of taking a list of 50 € in its pockets, were limited only to prescribe drugs.
No, he's different. I've never taken a drug in its treatment.
I can say with a pinch of presumption that I am a better man now.
I defeated my fears with my means, he just guided me.
E 'was involved in my recent life ... share my victories and my defeats.
With his stories, his experience, his advice, his greatest solidarity and friendship has made me find myself ... and it opened my eyes to life.
often in life you can fall into the abyss of uncertainty, insecurity or fear of their own ... but just very little to go up stronger than before.
For me it was so, I found the right person at the right time.
's crazy how people outside of our lives, in a short time can change our path, become very important if not fixed points.
No, I am employed by the psychologist or psychotherapy. To me he's like a family member, a friend you can rely on forever.
Today I write this post with a bitter taste in my mouth.
Why do all good things in life come to an end.
's so all I think.
It 's like if I won a long race and insidious, like a pilot ... satisfaction that the win is not it? But once the race you realize that the real satisfaction is knowing not to have won the races, having arrived first and lift the cup ... but realize all the way done the hard work and the excitement continues to live that particular experience.
Here, victory is not in reaching the first live it ... but in those moments and be aware of embroidered an experience that will strengthen him.
Poalo Donzelli Bruno is one of those very few people who will always remember in my life.
He taught me to appreciate the little things, to live them as they deserve and not as if it were all taken for granted ... just a breath I take.
I learned that in life as it happens during the season, I can be dark moments and moments of splendor ... I learned to understand the flow of thoughts and mind, to control my anxiety and enhance my emotions without shame.
Life is a strange thing ... veiamo disasters on the news, murder, war ... we meet people around false and bad.
But then there's those unexpected moments that you realize the good things.
the taste of your lips with your girlfriend, your mother's embrace, the wag of your dog ... or the beautiful words of a friend who helped you for two years to find the right way to thank your beautiful life things that gave you.
A bit like the smiles of my grandfather that I will carry forever in me ...
now I have something new and precious to keep inside my heart.
This song is what is the best course of my last two years ... I dedicate it to him with all my heart .. that will never stop to thank for all his teachings and for the kind words he gave me.
Everything has changed
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